scarletseal

So I’ve read 6 out of 7 books, finishing the last in 2 weeks (got caught up with school and laziness) and the others in about 1 week each. I can’t wait to get the 7th one, I looked 3 different places and no one has it… So I had to ask this guy at school who has a mad crush on me who knows I hate him cos hes a pervert if I could borrow his. But today he forgot to bring it and yesterday I was sick, so tomorrow we can only hope for that Harry Potter book to come into my arms at last! I miss you Harry… its only been 2 days, but UGH HOW I MISS YOU!

I LOVE French! I just started taking it this year as opposed to Spanish… It’s a great opportunity that my school offers that not many others do. I think it’s good that we are given the chance in Middle School to learn a second language, and I also think that it’s cool that we get to pick, instead of just being forced to take Spanish, which to be honest, I see no real point or meaning in. I mean, think about it, almost EVERYONE knows Spanish, wether they still know anything about it or not. A couple of years ago, there was no choice, you had to take it, so it makes me feel 10 times more special when someone asks me if I’m taking Spanish in school and I can say “No, actually, I’m taking French.” I just think it’s cool to get to do something that not many people can do, and I’ve wanted to take French since before I can remember, so I love it.

I have battled with anorexia and crash dieting in the past, and for some reason, i am finding that i have started bingeing quite a bit. At first, it was just every couple of weeks, but now its every other day. I’m not sure if the 5-6 lbs i gained is from all the shit I’ve been eating or if I’ve actually gained weight. I certainly hope not. And so, particularly after my latest binge tonight, I have decided that I am GOING to give up junk food. Right now. I don’t care what it takes. I WILL. Despite all of my eating disorder issues, I have worked hard to lose all of this weight, and I’ll be DAMNED if I gain ANY of it back!