Erin

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I'm doing 36 things
 

Erin's Life List

  1. 1. get a masters degree
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    3,014 people
  2. 2. watch classic movies
    4 entries . 1 cheer
    39 people
  3. 3. eat well
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    202 people
  4. 4. stop being lazy
    1 entry
    2,070 people
  5. 5. Save money
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    16,486 people
  6. 6. Write a television series screenplay
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    1 person
  7. 7. sew a dress
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    270 people
  8. 8. go on adventures
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    78 people
  9. 9. I want to start my own business
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    45 people
  10. 10. move to England
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    456 people
  11. 11. make a list of all the books I've ever read
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    11 people
  12. 12. Ride a horse
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    924 people
  13. 13. create the soundtrack to my life
    3 entries
    1,880 people
  14. 14. Read all the books that Rory Gilmore has read
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    565 people
  15. 15. Take a road trip with my best friend
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    32 people
  16. 16. write a book
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    31,310 people
  17. 17. visit all seven continents at least once
    109 people
  18. 18. Be amazed by the little things
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    3 people
  19. 19. live in Paris
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    949 people
  20. 20. Have a little bit of pointless fun every day
    140 people
  21. 21. be someone's muse
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    218 people
  22. 22. find a small town like stars hollow
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    2 people
  23. 23. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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    21,521 people
  24. 24. stick to a writing schedule
    12 people
  25. 25. design my own clothes
    4,225 people
  26. 26. Have a baby
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    6,210 people
  27. 27. write about the books I read.
    13 people
  28. 28. visit america
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    258 people
  29. 29. Kiss in the rain
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    15,044 people
  30. 30. Buy a House
    14,080 people
  31. 31. grow old with someone I love dearly
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    31 people
  32. 32. find the most peaceful place on Earth
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    385 people
  33. 33. learn martial arts
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    948 people
  34. 34. become an actor
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    632 people
  35. 35. Quit Smoking
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    9,311 people
  36. 36. Become Financially Independent
    1 cheer
    6,694 people

How I did it
How to be on time
It took me
2 years
It made me
Satisfied


How to identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
It took me
1 week
It made me
Grateful


How to keep a journal
It took me
1 week
It made me
Feel good again


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Recent entries
eat well
Uphill Battle

So this has become my primary goal to achieve this year (not only for this year – just to get it into constant practice this year) and so far it is proving to be one of the toughest things I’ve ever done. I am a fat person, I have been fat since I was a kid and a lifetime of bad eating habits is proving hard to break.
As a clinically obese person, my primary goal is to lose weight and get healthier and get fit with exercise and learning to eat well and properly is the way to do that. I have been on a myriad of diets since I was about 8 years old and none of them have ever worked. Why? Because they are restrictive and work on deprivation of things and that never works.
I’m 29 going on 30 and I didn’t think this was going to happen over night but it is truly much much harder than I anticipated. I have signed up to myfitnesspal.com at the recommendation of a friend and it is teaching me a lot. It takes your current weight to calculate how many kilojoules (or calories if that’s what you work with) you need to limit yourself to to lose up to 1kg a week (1kg is the maximum weight it calculates to, aiming for a slow, steady and sustainable loss). So it has a kilojoule intake calculator in which you diarise all you eat in a day.

So far, I have not been within or under my target since I started. Today has been my best day so far and I’m becoming ultimately more aware of what I’m putting in to my body. It is the most excruciating process to actively look at the things I have been eating and realise how bad and empty some things are. Even though I’ve eaten far less crap than I would’ve before, the learning is still curving. Today my aim is to be within my kilojoule limit.

I have tried to stick to the everything-in-moderation rule but here’s the thing: those 2 slices of white toast I loved every morning mean that my stomach will be grumbling before I go to bed because I wasted precious kilojoules on them. So no more white bread. It’s a simple thing, I know, and so many people know it already, but sometimes you have to learn it the hard way I guess. I’m not bashing the moderation rule, because sometimes it’s okay to have those “naughty” things but I’m learning that sometimes doesn’t mean I can have that thing every day. And of course everyone wants different things and nothing should be completely struck off the list – well, maybe some things but those are personal choices that everyone has to make.

So yes, my uphill battle is worth it, I have goals, plans and motivation and I am learning what works and what doesn’t. I felt quite demotivated last night when I looked back at this weeks entries of my food intake and writing this has actually helped me reflect on what I am eating as well as why. So far so good today and I wish the best of luck to anyone who shares this goal and anything similar.



watch classic movies (read all 4 entries…)
Rosemary's Baby

Watching this made me so angry! It was a fantastic movie and I really enjoyed it but Rosemary’s character…once she was certain, she had the evidence, the first thing she did was run to a man she’d met once before and told him everything: everything that would get her chucked in a nut house! And then she ends by just giving in and being the demon-baby’s mother? Geeeeez!



get a masters degree (read all 2 entries…)
I'm in!

Registered and 3 months in! Baby steps.



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