I think it has runied my life over the last year.
My illness brought on depression & amongst other things I think my mood swings from the medication have wrecked a beautifull relationship.
I have arthritus from it and I feel crappy.
I take steroids, and they make me tired and irratable
I had to quit alcohol, I feel unsociable
I think i need to take azothiaprine, but im scared
I havent worked in a year
I feel old, for the first time
I am depressed.
So I need to start thinking positively or else this and my fiance leaving me will kill me. Last 3 months have been hell, the worst time of my life.
Today is the first day..