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1. stop watching porn
1 entry 93 people
2. identify 100 things that make me happy.
2,255 people
3. start a rock band
152 people
4. Be involved with my music everyday in some way
2 people
5. Let the little things go
73 people
6. go to Heaven
810 people
7. get a job
10,516 people
8. lose weight
36,381 people
9. learn to draw
1,985 people
10. I want to brush my teeth every night
14 people
11. stop my parents from smoking
1 person
12. be more confident
10,300 people
13. stop procrastinating
26,967 people
14. write a book
26,115 people
15. learn german
4,534 people
16. get better at drumming
5 people
17. stop overeating
140 people
18. Get Better at songwriting
1 person
19. manage my anger
63 people
20. Meet Travis Barker
30 people
21. stop saying I'm sorry for things that I don't need to be sorry about
30 people
22. Deepen my faith
49 people
23. read the Bible daily
457 people
24. grow my hair long
3,517 people
25. love without holding anything back
19 people
26. get good grades
1,143 people
27. be half the man my father is
3 people
28. be the voice of a cartoon character
157 people
29. make a difference
6,791 people
30. make a Flash cartoon.
342 people
31. rock out
73 people
32. keep people from eating at my self-estem
2 people
33. live for Christ
150 people
34. spend less time on the internet
978 people
35. Learn to whistle with my fingers
1,140 people

Recent entries

After doing so well for months, I cut again on 4/20. Almost all my friends got pissed. One threatened to call my dad and tell him. So that just made me want to do it more. I didn’t but only because I promised one of my friends. I recently felt a hell of alot better about my self, so I don’t know. I can’t do it again, because like I said I promised a friend. So yeah.

Apr 26, 2007, 04:11AM PDT | 2 cheers | 2 comments

stop watching porn

Now and Then 2 years ago

I started watching porn when I was 12. I’m am now 14 and watch porn usually more than once a week. I can’t stop and I now have both a low-self esteem and embarassed personallity. One day I was an idiot and showed my 9 yr. old brother a porn clip. He’s now 10 and a complete horndog. I want to stop so bad but I can’t seem to do it.

Mar 15, 2007, 06:29PM PDT | 2 cheers | 3 comments

quit cutting (read all 2 entries…)

Quiting 2 years ago

I didn’t cut that long. Little less than a year. My ex found out when we were still together and so I quit. After I broke up with her, I started up again. After awhile, I quit again. In the past few months I’ve cut once. Usually I don’t have a problem, but today, I don’t know, I’ve been really wanting to. I’ve been stroking my wrist with my thumb, thinking of reasons why I shouldn’t. I called 3 of my friends. 2 of them used to cut so I thought they could help me. Nope they weren’t home. So I called my other friend. The downside there is that whenever I bring it up, he just focuses on the fact that I was stupid enough to try it in the first place, and just tells me what a loser I am. Big help there. So I just called him and didn’t bring it up. I know I didn’t do it for that long but I don’t know. I need an outlet. I mean I write songs/poetry but I havent been able to do it lately.

Mar 09, 2007, 08:00PM PST | 1 cheer | 3 comments

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