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1) Observing the beautiful night sky! What a sight to behold.
2) Having good conversations with her… I don’t know… I just like the way she makes me feel…
3) Knowing she probably cares… Almost certain she does, but with paranoia, it’ll mess up your thinking
4) Very little paranoia episodes today…
5) Rough night at work, but I survived it!

Why must the night sky be so beautiful??? It is the most amazing thing my eyes have ever saw… So peaceful, so serene, and magnificent… I am in awe! I must do this soon… When the time is right I guess…

1) Blessings. Though most times I’m too foolish to realize how blessed I am, there are moments I realize I’m truly blessed. Where I work, I’m continually surrounded by people who struggle, and are in need. I can be so selfish at times, thinking of me, and not appreciating that I am blessed in many ways. I tend to focus on my problems and my wants, and it becomes a greater problem than it really is.
2) Sanity. After walking through the deepest valley for years, I’ve forgotten how truly of blessing it is to just have a normal day.
3) Roof over my head. How truly luck I am.
4) A vehicle. I’m spoiled lucky to have one.
5) Life. I’m soo under-appreciative of the joy of life. I know I should plan for something greater, and not wait till the last momemnt. I should constantly dwell on the plans I have, and put them into action. I need to stop procrastinating and stop thinking that when the time comes around, I’ll be ready. I should start walking towards the moment, and ensure that it happens.