seddy

Now,my classmates are studying while I seach the Internet.
Norway_{my faviourate country}
I always want to live there…
But I cann’t.
I still cann’t do it.

Now,my sister is studying in the Queen’s University.
I wanna too.
but I must give up the chance that stay in school for another 3 years.
It’s my own choices,but I really feel sad…
I can’t tell these to others.
I must keep confident.
I must try to be a better man.

fighting …

I must face myself.I’m a people with poor health,which means I can’t live a happy life.
yeah,I even killed myself…
But,I didn’t successed.
So,I still can’t fing the meaning of life…
Two years has gone…
I live in my own world ,without sunshine,withou air,without others.
I have hurted my lover,my friends,even my families…
What should I do??
What can I do??
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Now ,I study in the ShanDong University of Science and Technology.I donot like my major,my family told me,I should learn another major which I never considered.My elder sister,who is studying in the BIT ,will go abroad for one year.Since she was so hard ,she win the chance to study in England for free.I admire her.But I don’t know what to do…