My recent move back to my hometown has caused some problems. I feel like I am in a daze and with little control of myself. Since I was last on I have done a few things like maintain my weight loss, locked my hair and went vegan. I am trying to become more involved in my community and possibly begin a nonprofit but I seem to be in my own way allowing myself to trapped and suffocated by those around me who want things from me. I am finding it almost impossible to relate to people on a romantic level. After college I have to move or i fear I will always feel this way.
seeking_my_pieces's Life List
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1. have conversations late into the night with fascinating people
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2. Make the most of my 20's
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3. talk to more people
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4. find a best friend
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5. Have a totally different life by this time next year
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6. let people go that need to be let go
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7. finish college
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8. Be less shy
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9. To live instead of exist
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10. be more confident
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11. experiment with fashion
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12. Get a tattoo that has meaning
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13. be happy
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14. Take more pictures
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15. play strip poker
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16. enjoy the silence
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17. get out of debt
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18. Learn to play the guitar
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19. regain my lost writing abilities
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20. see the grand canyon
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21. live passionately
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22. control my own destiny
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23. Join the Peace Corps
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24. run a marathon
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25. realize my destiny and pursue it
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26. see the northern lights
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27. speak fluent spanish
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Recent entries
set back
4 months ago
happiness
1 year ago
I wonder if unhappiness is curse for human beings. I try so hard every day to be happy but some days I am just drained. At times I get so angry with myself for my inability to accept my life as it is. I do not lead a terrible life,things for the most part are not bad but why does it seem like happiness is in this land far far away land that I just cant get to….lol
