selfdepre

i need to be more assertive, i need to stop letting people tell me what to do

and been doing it for years, mags, vids, on-line, every time i do it i feel guilty and alone and very depressed. i just don’t understand the feelings of guilt and depression

i need to stop, and i need to quit looking at porn, it is very addicting, and i’m addicted

are so dificcult to find, noting out there, just a little different than “the norm”