I'm doing 18 things
i get mad over the smallest things ever
and then i cant let them go
i think its because i have so much built up anger inside that i dont let out
that the stupidest little things hit me so hard
but i cant express my feelings properly because no one understands me ughh help…
selfhate's Life List
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1. be a better person
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2. stop eating
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3. be understood by somebody
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4. get a wicked tan this summer
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5. be a good singer
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6. figure out what the hell i want to do with the rest of my life
1 entry . 1 cheer5 people -
7. lose the weight i want by summer
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8. stop being so angry all the time
1 entry . 1 cheer5 people -
9. have a best friend
1 cheer522 people -
10. be everything he wants in a girl
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11. grow my hair long for the summer
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12. make my parents proud
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13. get a penpal
1 entry . 2 cheers326 people -
14. make my relationship with my boyfriend work
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15. graduate
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16. have one true friend
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17. have a perfect body
178 people -
18. not be so resentful
1 entry1 person
Recent entries
i weigh 125 right now
and i want to weigh 115
i need to stop eating
i want to be beautiful but i find it so hard
i need help!!!!!!!!!!
can anyone help me?
it hurts so bad to know that no one understands me.. my family, my “friends”
my boyfriend and i have been dating a year and he hasnt even taken the time to know who i am…
im starting to think im not worth the effort.
they dont even know i cry myself to sleep over the pain…
it makes me feel so alone. to know that no one gets me.
