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Found some Quality street toffees yesterday,I had obviously hidden them from myself – didn’t do a very good job of that! Scoffed them. However I savoured every morsel and I reckon chocolate probably made up less than 5% of the sweets! Back on track today although its freezing here, I just finished a play I’ve been working on and I felt in real need of a treat so asked if hubby would go and buy some C. Bloody hopeless support he is – he said he would!! But fortunately, willpower and the cold kicked in and I decided to have a hot shower instead! And so another day passes…

So we’re doing all right on the avoiding the c word but I would kill for a cigarette!!!!!!!!! Had an absolutely lousy day with re.finances, I know who doesn’t in January but I really feel that I need a means of comfort. Luckily husband arrived home and has relinquished me of responsibility of kids so have come upstairs for a “lie-down”. He is such a sweetie but this time-out is not working…away to listen to a Paul McKenna CD to see if it will help. I abhor the man but these are the lengths I have been driven to!

So far so good…helps that it’s January tho’ and no cash, far less cash to blow on choc…God no! Can’t even bring myself to say the word! Feel a lot calmer tho’ already and not so jittery?! Stomach feels a lot better too…