seve7

knowing how to not say too much has a lot to do with being who I want to be when people need a pick-me-up…. I’m too analytical, too dark and moody, to talk in a vacuum and create the energy I need.

this could just as well be under “quit smoking” and “lose some weight” ... I feel tired from the cold of the office, the emotional stress at home, the stress of day to day life and poor artist’s syndrome. I get home and I’m a little cranky and couch-potatoish.

1. get walking… my parents walk every day and we could walk together, if I could get off early enough to come over. My girlfriend wants too walk, even if getting her to want to just now can be tough. I’ve already started doing this mostly, just need to make it routine.
2. get outside more. AC offices, and muggy or ac’d aparatments don’t lend energy. I’ve a new car … I’m thinking to wash it every week and clean the interior twice a week. that’s a start.
3. get organized. if my life came with someone else’s list I’d be budha by now. if work came with a task list I’d be doing something else. if I completely adapted to an agenda I would naturally cling to it. seriously I would feel the accomplishments if I kept score.

those aught to do for now, maybe for the year :)

I’ve got that quirky sorta self-depricating humor and outlook that most people alternatingly pity and admire. When I’m active with very wacky spontaneous types I find being a muse quiet natural.
I’ve not been active recently: verging on hermetic. ;P I’m dead broke, but that shouldn’t be the excuse…
One big difference is I’m not doing a lot of art, instead I’m trying to finish up my volunteering gig in good standing, and land a job or next “todo”. I need to get back to my art!

I’ve been learning Flash recently. If I can get over that “how to do a project, start to finish” bit, that’ll fuel me for quite some time :)