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If I overcome this I will be able to stick with my groove, regardless of the false notes in between.

Or at least find my groove

I’ve been very lucky in life, doing the job I wanted to do since I was fourteen years old.

Being loved, having friends – all that

I guess I’m all right

But mostly, when I look at other people I can’t help to think they accomplished more and that without the rainbow of luck I seem to have.

I think the first thing I should do is appreciate that in others. Tell them that and then focus on improving myself without becomming self obsessive

I get up in the mornings with the incredible urge to go back to bed – and it;s not like some big tradegy happened or i lost a limb or anything
and it’s not like I have a late night every night

jeepers, it’s beyond losing-it-lying-down-having-regrets-crazy

Exercise seems to be the solution, but I swam all most 500 metres yesterday and the little sleepdevil in my mind justified early bed time last night.
I got up this morning (being Sunday, and having to work – but only at 09:30

( i have pillows in my office and sometimes my little sleep devil taunts me with thoughts of lying down under my desk for just five minutes)
“nobody can see you – - you will feel beter—concentrate better afterwards”

I want to ban the little bastard

my goal is to try for 21 days, starting tommorrow, to get up at six (06:00!!) and put on the radio and find out what the hell is happening around me
and take part!

everybody;s doing it – why can;t several?

Sleep zzzzeee monzzzter withzzout eyezzz