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This seems to be more difficult than I thought. Found out that in order to own & direct a daycare center here in my state you have to have at least 12 months working in a daycare center & I have none but I enjoy working w/kids. I have always had a big interest in working w/kids. I’ve always had a lot of kids to stay at my home. I not going to give up on this goal & will find a way to do this.

These past couple of weeks haven’t been bad for me. I don’t go as regular as I use too nor do I spend as much. For one, I don’t have as much to spend so I guess that’s good too. It’s been a week today since the last time I went & I only went then b/c my grandmother wanted me to take her & she gave me money to play. Once I got my machine up to the amount my grandmother had given me I cashed it out & gave her money back & I had only spent $10 of what she had given me to win all of the money she had given. After I had won enough for me to make it through the week I stopped gambling, plus it seem like every machine I was playing was taking. So I think I played it smart by sitting just watching my grandmother enjoy herself. Plus my grandmother end up not losing but only winning an extra $2 but she was grateful that she didn’t lose anything & had a good time. Not for sure if I’ll make any time this weekend b/c I’m very busy & money is tight.

I haven’t been doing as well as I planned but I’m not giving up b/c I will not be defeated by the devil. I did not go to church on Easter Sunday & have no excuse. I did however go the Saturday before & really enjoyed what I learned. I’m not for sure if I’ll be able to make it this Sunday b/c I’m so busy this weekend. However, I need to stop making excuses & get off my lazy behind & go give praises to my father who blesses me daily. I know w/o him I would be nothing nor have nothing. I have not lost the faith & know that I should be studying his word on a daily basis b/c it’s well needed, especially w/my struggles. I know he’s going to bring me through it all. Amen!