sexysox

To become a ninja would be awesome!!! Oh wait im one already!!! :)

One of my best freinds has been going thru a really tuff time cuz her pops was diagnosed wit CANCER!!! He was like a dad 2 me 2 cuz my dad was never around. I just dont know how 2 react 2 this.

Sometimes I get the feeling hhe’s watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go. Through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
When you’re gone we want you all to know We’ll Carry on,
We’ll Carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on
Carry on
We’ll carry on
And in my heart I cant contain it
The anthem wont explain it.

Those lyrics help me out more than nething else. Ron was a firefighter and @ the funeral they set off his last pager & i cried my eyes out & last was the 1st time i cried in almost 4 years. Ive been sad but no tears. Crazy i know! my friends family asked me 2 sit with them. I felt honored! :)

What’s the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what’s the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I’ve been holding on tonight

some more lyrics that helped me out.

Bet u can guess who wrote those lyrics?
And the name of the songs?

Today was the 1st day of my senior year and it totally blew! I hate all the kids in my school. They trat me like crap & i never ever did anything 2 them! There was only a few good things about being back @ school. My best friends: Maggie, Josh, Amanda, Robyn, & my other best friend is back in school with me Amy! From watching the MCR DVD life on the murder scene makes me wish i had MCR as friends cuz i know they would beable 2 help me through my really really really hard times. PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!! :(