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workin on it. eight week program

so i started looking for one and i end up finding a 7 leaf clover. wtf right? well it dried out before i could press it and then the same thing happened with a 5 leaf clover. i just want to find a 4 leaf like seriously. i don’t think i’m being selfish!!! lol

took a while but when it wakes me up i at least lay there for another half hour awake instead of falling asleep for an hour to be late

can’t make everyone like the way you look because everyone has different tastes and it also depends on how shallow people can be. just feel pretty and you’ll look pretty to others. a hott pink scarf helps me. if someone asks me why i have it one… it just makes me happy. no one can argue with that.

the dance at lc was a blast and now that i dance awesomely i can have no inhibitions at prom

yeah i pretty much do what i feel like. and it makes me unique. :D

audre bff

her name is kayla…

can’t play the trumpet in college if i got snake bites. lol o well

she passed this morning so i am soo glad she is not in pain anymore. i will miss her but she is in the best place ever

everyday i work and excersice on this goal so i can be the master of myself, which is another one of my goals. everyday is a baby step towards accomplishment in my eyes!

i am done. i know for a fact that i don’t need to go and look for the one. the right one will find me. or better yet, we will find eachother. love comes faster when you don’t look for it.

i have almost completely cut myself off from apologizing for the things that i do. no one is perfect and i think that i realize that now. no one says all the right things at exactly the right time. it’s a myth. everyone says an innapropriate line once in a while. i am definitely one of those people but i am not going to apologize for it anymore. i will not apologize for being normal! :))

i now get paid to clean my own house full time. it now gives an incentive to clean and to have a better attitude. my mother is sick and cannot clean so my extended family put me in charge. the reason i am now getting paid to do something i should be anyways, is becasue my actual job is giving me about 5 and a half hours per week. my family knows that i cannot live on my 20 some dollars per week or less. my mother has absolutely no spending money to give me, so they understand my situation and i am now starting to become more responsible for myself!

i’m working on it!

i’m not so happy because since i’m not on antidepressants, i’m on a seizure medication that is going to help with my bipolar disorder. it’s worse than i thought

not brown but it’s dark blonde. it looks different in sunlight and sometimes is red. it’s okay.

i have a friend who everytime she looks down at the grass finds one. JEALOUS! i just want to find one. she finds them right at my feet too. grr. lol good luck to me!

saran wrap on the toilets maybe???

i put in an application so my fingers are crossed