shallowheartx

My dad was involved, but luckily he’s fine. It’s terrible and I’m just glad that alot more people werent injured, although it’s a tragedy that the amount that did did.

If i could change myself, id probably suck away some fat, give myself a dazzzzling Hollywood smile and do something wacky with my hair. Im not saying i need all of that, I just would make myself the stereotypical “perfect” in my mind. I want to become who I look up to in my mind. Im confused who or what that is, but I know in time I can make it.

I was quite confident before i hit high school. Then I realised that there was a costant competition to look good. And after the years of bullying, I ended up not believing in myself. And voila. Here I am now. Trying to gain some confidence….wish my luck.