I want a rhodesian ridgeback so bad!!!!
really not worth it i did it in high school. you grow up and realize the shit that you cut for was pointless. the reasons were dumb. hell i would pay to go through the shit i was cutting for in high school over what i have to go through now. its really not worth it. go for a jog, write in a journal, listen to music. what ever cutting just isn’t worth it.
i realized i was cutting to fill a whole that was to big to be filled by cutting or anything. honestly the only thing that could fill it was God.
Just dont go join a club team and swim competetivly… i did for 10 years and it kinda took the fun outta it.. I would much rather train by myself than with a coach now. And club swimming becomes your whole life. at one point friends stopped asking me to hang out cuz they knew i would have swimming…