this is so so hard for me I can go a couple of days without a drink then ::bam:: I’ll drink like half a bottle of tequila and feel like shit all day the day after. Then do it over again. I’m beginning to think I really have a problem..my boyfriend says I dont..I think we both do.
So heres the deal. I am not. NOT NOT NOT having even one drink for 2 weeks (hopefully more but 2 weeks would be the longest I’ve gone in 5 years)
Feb 08, 2007, 07:30PM PST | 0 comments
I am not even losing weight..I am just addicting to throwing up. I always eat breakfast because I love cereal but other than that can’t eat a meal (unless I am at work and then I just panic all say about the food in my stomach) without getting rid of it, I can’t starve myself anymore, and don’t want to (I used to be anorexic and weighed 80 some pounds). This is something I’ve struggled with for almost 10 years.
how do I eat like a normal person and feel okay about it..and not gain weight while doing so.
sounds like a lot to ask.
Jan 31, 2007, 09:10PM PST | 0 comments
I have a B.A. in something useless that I am no longer interested in (psych)..I work retail for now and live paycheck to paycheck. I want to change the world in some way, I would love to work for a non-profit but I have no idea how to get a REAL job with one..
Jan 31, 2007, 09:02PM PST | 1 comment