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Limit My Drinking
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this is so so hard for me I can go a couple of days without a drink then ::bam:: I’ll drink like half a bottle of tequila and feel like shit all day the day after. Then do it over again. I’m beginning to think I really have a problem..my boyfriend says I dont..I think we both do.

So heres the deal. I am not. NOT NOT NOT having even one drink for 2 weeks (hopefully more but 2 weeks would be the longest I’ve gone in 5 years)



get over my eating disorder
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I am not even losing weight..I am just addicting to throwing up. I always eat breakfast because I love cereal but other than that can’t eat a meal (unless I am at work and then I just panic all say about the food in my stomach) without getting rid of it, I can’t starve myself anymore, and don’t want to (I used to be anorexic and weighed 80 some pounds). This is something I’ve struggled with for almost 10 years.

how do I eat like a normal person and feel okay about it..and not gain weight while doing so.

sounds like a lot to ask.



discover what i want to do with my life
how do I do this???

I have a B.A. in something useless that I am no longer interested in (psych)..I work retail for now and live paycheck to paycheck. I want to change the world in some way, I would love to work for a non-profit but I have no idea how to get a REAL job with one..




 

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