my parents have 3 children, they may not have much of a relationship themselves but they have kids. My dad is closer to my sister and brother because my mother stopped our bonding when i was a child now after a chat with my dad hopefully we can regain those years but there is a lot of hurt and neglect that goes with that as well.
My mum should not have been a mother because she is too loyal to her sisters and brothers and i am not fighting for her love anymore.
My brother is married. My sister has her boyfriend.
I have struggled and have been unsettled for a very long time.
shedalot's Life List
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1. strip in a tasteful yet very sexy way for maybe more than one person :) MAYBE
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2. skinny dip and get caught
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3. smoke a peace pipe
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4. listen to holysinc proven aid to meditation
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5. have a meaningful relationship
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6. dance like no ones watching
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7. Have healing hands
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8. pray for rain in Australia
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9. tickle someone
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10. be mysterious
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11. i want to never feel lonely
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12. work in a cadbury factory
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13. tone muscles and exercise more
1 person -
14. be loved
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15. Re build a relationship with my dad
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16. make poverty history
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17. visit the seven wonders of the world
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18. sky dive
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19. Join a secret society
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20. complete the clean sweep assessment
1 person -
21. consume alkaline foods
1 person -
22. learn to use my dig cam to its full capacity
1 person -
23. post a secret
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24. take photos and write poetry with it
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25. help abolish cruelty to animals - dancing bears
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26. take some spicy photos of myself
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27. wrote a book about her life during the war
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28. ask my nanna to teach me how to cook German dishes
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29. tell my dad i love him
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30. recylce recycle recycle
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31. talk with ANZAC soldiers
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32. do another stage performance
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33. have soup for breakfast
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34. join an all womens circus
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35. walk on coals
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36. dance seductively
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37. kiss until i loose my breath
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38. redden my lips and flirt more
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39. be spontaneous
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40. get away from the person i am right now and add more dimensions
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41. invest in a spa bath
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42. buy the "secret" on CD and the implement it
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43. paint paint paint - fence, outdoor things.
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Recent entries
I took some very tasteful yet a little spicy photo of myself just with my camera phone the lighting was perfect and i have had many compliments. Mind you they were photos taken first thing in the morning and had not had a shower. So even more impressed with the end result.
i love giving a friend or family a piece of clothing i no longer want and know they will love it.
recycling books, dvd’s, anything i have that is of a decent condition and going to a good home has the thumbs up from me.
