shelia hyde

when i was 8,my parents told me about qinghua university.from that time,qinghua university is my first goal in my life.now i was 17,i was one of the best students in our school.often, i got the highest marks in my school.but i’m afraid i will fall behind those boy classmates in our school.many adults say boys
have an advantage over our girls in maths,physics,chemistry and biology.i know that’s not right.i think i can realise my dream.but sometimes i have no confidence in myself.i was in one of the two best classes in our school and my classmates are all very diligent.many times i want to relax myself so much and i hate to do so much homework.but the next day i go to school,i felt very guilty.i don’t know how to solve this problem.i want to trust myself,but sometimes i feel disappointed with myself.