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cupcakes's Life List
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1. Always indulge my creative obsessions
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2. say "no" to people who ask too much of me
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3. love my body just as it is
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4. Graduate from Grad School Cum Laude
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5. be more like my mom
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6. Fall in real love: ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't live without each other love.
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7. live in a treehouse
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8. decorate my home much like Amelie's apartment in the movie Le Fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain
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9. open a comfortable bookstore/bakery/coffeeshop featuring creative creations by myself and my friends
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10. Make a quilt
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11. get married in barefeet
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12. Volunteer at the Jane Goodall Chimpanzee Wildlife Refuge
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13. hike the Appalachian Trail from start to finish
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14. figure out how God and i can work things out
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15. Hike the Inca trail to Macchu Picchu
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16. Live in Israel for at least 6 months.
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17. travel the u.s. in a vintage airstream
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18. A typical Day (Take One Photo an Hour for a Day)
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19. make a family tree
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20. run a marathon
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21. make myself, not my parents, proud
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22. Curb the cynical, sarcastic pessimist inside me
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23. get my waist under 30 inches
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24. wear a bikini
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25. not lose motivation on projects once the inital honeymoon enthusiasm wears off
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It’s more “parent.” My mom loves me unconditionally. I think she would still support me and care about me if I did something really horrible.
I feel like, my whole life, I have worked on getting my dad to feel that way about me. I know he loves me, but… if I wasn’t his daughter, he would have nothing to do with me. I am one of “those people” to him. I have wanted his acceptance and to make him proud, but nothing works.
But that’s no way to live. That’s no way to find happiness. I need to be able to make myself proud. And I do. And I need to take the time to realize that, even if my dad isn’t proud, I’ve made the choices in my life to take me where I want to be, not where he wants me to be.
Hobex is the best band for this. You must go see Hobex.
Leftover Salmon concert. Danced with glee for 4 hours straight. Left sweaty, sticky, and exhausted. Mmmmm.
