shi17

am trying to study and not ruin my furture.



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How I did it
How to I want to have that magical kiss shared with someone who loves me, where everything goes silent and it's the best kiss ever
It took me
5 years
It made me
Elated


How to get a new boyfriend
It took me
3 months
It made me
succinct my ass


How to go inter school sports
It took me
1 day
It made me
this is wat happens


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get over Nigel totally (read all 4 entries…)
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turns out the new guy cheated Nigel ended up starting a relatinship with 1 of my friends n umm I’m alone



get over Nigel totally (read all 4 entries…)
HELP ME POR FAVOR

he and his girlfriend aren’t toghether anymore. He wants me to be in a relationship with him a serious one but i have a problem. I like this other dude who is everything i have ever wanted and is really cool. Now they want me to choose. I nearly made out with Nigel he leaned in twice but i backed away i wanted to make sure that us was what he wanted of course he said yes and of course i believe him.
Now all that is left for me to do is choose. I am really into this new guy but nigel an i have history and i love him. Now am stuck…this sucks. Does anyone have any advice for me??please i need some advice someone help me is there anyone outthere? or am i just talking to myself when i write? maybe am crazy begging for help on the internet where no one knows me…...oh well but if anyone can offer some help preferably before this week is up then thank you for your help.
Just for the record we didn’t kiss but a part of me really wanted to. nigel and i have never really been an official couple everytime we try to get together we back off because someone else wants what we want. we are so much a like. We both have loved each other for 5 years and he says am the only thing keeping him back from moving away to a different country. But i don’t want to hurt this other guy because a part of me has grown to lve him. He is one of my closest friends. At this moment i am stumpted nevertheless i know i love Nigel but i also love the other guy.



get over Nigel totally (read all 4 entries…)
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He asked me to prom and i said….......yes. My heart was louder than my head and in the panick i answered his question with a yes. Am having second thoughts about it though. He is still with his girlfriend and the only reason why he asked me is because the little girl isn’t allowed to leave her house at night time. Anyways how you make your bed you lie in it. Am such an f*ing loser, here i am not wanting to be second best and i am right back where i started. someone help me please!!! am confused.



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