I’ve always known of God and believe he was there but also believed in the science to back up how false he is.
This summer I got myself into a horrible situation and I couldn’t handle my life. I started doing cocaine regularly to put my life on hold. When I finally stopped about two and a half months ago everything was a mess, I had no idea what to do.
I’ve always said I thought God was for the weak, he was only there for when people were to weak to believe in themselves. When I was finally so weak I didn’t have my own strength anymore I realized how true this statement was but in a positive light instead of my negative thinking. My God will always be here for me, he will listen to my unconditionally, He will watch and take care of me no matter how much I hurt, he won’t leave me. He will be all I have in the end, he will bring me everything I ask.
Mark 11:24, I will always believe you are a part of me. Thank you.

