i can’t help but be the shy girl during social events. i always feel like someone is judging me and then after the party i beat myself for not opening up more and meeting people. usually they end up talking to me. i wish i wasn’t so self-conscioius about these things. hate it.
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Recent entries
ther are times when i feel like the world is passing over me. feelings like hoplesslessness and lonliness, they’ve followed me around for awhile..maybe around the age of 5 the day i stepped into kindergarten. i was extremely shy and i felt like know one understood me. i wonder sometimes if there is something wrong with me and will eventually talk to a therapist wen i am able to afford it.
i haven’t really thought of driving stick until everyone in my family knew how to..but i guess it’d be a nice hobbby or interest to do in the summer.
