i can’t help but be the shy girl during social events. i always feel like someone is judging me and then after the party i beat myself for not opening up more and meeting people. usually they end up talking to me. i wish i wasn’t so self-conscioius about these things. hate it.
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2. beat my depression
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3. be less selfish
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4. strengthen, reestablish, and nurture my existing friendships
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5. have a long lasting, meaningful relationship
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6. learn to speak vietnamese
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7. become closer to my mom
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8. find myself
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9. Speak Vietnamese Fluently
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10. redeem myself
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11. stop procrastinating
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12. get out of debt
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13. Love without fear
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14. be dorky and proud!
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15. Lose 10 pounds
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16. control my anger
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17. Improve my posture
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18. save up for a car
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19. watch less tv
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20. Learn to drive a stick shift
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21. join a club
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22. learn how to paint
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23. paint a masterpiece
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24. to overcome my fear of public speaking
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25. learn to dive
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26. Swim with dolphins
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27. watch all naruto episodes
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28. Make the most of my 20's
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29. beat social anxiety
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Recent entries
shyness
2 years ago
seeking therapy
2 years ago
ther are times when i feel like the world is passing over me. feelings like hoplesslessness and lonliness, they’ve followed me around for awhile..maybe around the age of 5 the day i stepped into kindergarten. i was extremely shy and i felt like know one understood me. i wonder sometimes if there is something wrong with me and will eventually talk to a therapist wen i am able to afford it.
driving
2 years ago
i haven’t really thought of driving stick until everyone in my family knew how to..but i guess it’d be a nice hobbby or interest to do in the summer.
