sibbysaffron




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  1. 1. Stop being depressed
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    504 people
  2. 2. Make friends
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    1,747 people
  3. 3. make more guy friends
    82 people
  4. 4. Get into academic extension classes
    1 person
  5. 5. Learn guitar
    3,059 people
  6. 6. Become a musician
    141 people
  7. 7. Get rich
    2,082 people
  8. 8. develop a personal style
    18 people
  9. 9. be scene
    59 people
  10. 10. Get a boyfriend
    2,435 people
  11. 11. Be vegan
    171 people
  12. 12. Eat organic
    209 people
  13. 13. Be popular
    392 people
  14. 14. Be straight edge
    24 people
  15. 15. Be more fun
    49 people
  16. 16. Finish high school
    541 people
  17. 17. Become a veterinarian
    227 people
  18. 18. Stop taking anti-depressants
    41 people
  19. 19. Lie less
    64 people
  20. 20. Learn to hack
    598 people
  21. 21. Learn Japanese
    9,724 people
  22. 22. Go to Japan
    3,327 people
  23. 23. Move
    859 people
  24. 24. Gain weight
    3,064 people
  25. 25. Walk the dog
    22 people
  26. 26. Be normal
    88 people
  27. 27. Read the bible
    3,221 people
  28. 28. Increase my iq
    12 people
  29. 29. make scene friends
    3 people
  30. 30. make emo friends
    97 people
  31. 31. Stop going to bed late
    11 people
  32. 32. own my own home
    1,371 people
  33. 33. become a mensa member
    10 people
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Learn to type without looking at the keyboard
getting better 7 months ago

After about 6 years on the internet I am typing this without looking at the keyboard. It is purely practice and repetician. Spend as much time on the internet as you can, write stories in ms word and talk on msn. It takes time if your not using a programme, but you will get it eventually.



make friends
Untitled 7 months ago

I’m a bit wierd. I listen to music most people don’t get, and I just do what I feel like, even when that means going shopping wearing fluffy pink cat ears. So as a result, I have trouble making friends. I have a few friends, but though we spend a fair bit of time together we’re not that close since we don’t have that much in common. And even then, I suspect they’re not true friends. I have trouble keeping a conversation going, and I’m pretty sure I’m the only 15 year old in my school without a real friend. So what can I do?



Stop being depressed
depressed 7 months ago

Depression seems to be hereditary. All of the women on my mothers side of the family are. I, personally was diagnosed with depression and anxiety when I was 5, and have been on medication for it since I was 7. I’ve tried to get off of the medication, but I just go downhill. My mother is extremely anxious, freaking out about little things, and I am now becoming the same way because of it. I’ve seen my depression dissapear in 3 days of being away from my mother, and though I love her it seems she is the worst thing for me, and I hate to admit it but I avoid her because she just brings me down to. I’m moving out as soon as I can, leaving the country if possible, but I’m only 15 so that could be five years away, which seems like forever and I feel so helpless in the meen time. I just hope that the anxiety wont have gripped me before I can move out, before it’s to late for me to kick it so I can be happy for the first time in my life.



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