sickwithshame

i’m all they have i better do it right…

i want something that symbolizes me , and what i stand for,...
i want it to be me,..i don’t fear the pain i just want it to be right ….something that’s me…

i have an amazing man , that i’m madly in love with but i seem to be pushing him away he , is only trying to make it better and i push him away in fear i think , please help,..God or somebody help me before i push the man i love more than anything in theis world away…