i dont know why but sometimes i just want to strangle everybody around me, they dont even do anything i just get so frustrated all the time.
siddalee's Life List
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1. Live
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2. Be 105 pounds
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3. Not Be Afraid
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4. Have a BIG family
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5. Love somebody so much that i would die if they did
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6. Own a house
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7. Adopt a child
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8. Write a Book
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9. Skydive
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10. be sucsessful
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11. save a life
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12. never give up on life
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13. sing to somebody
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14. STOP lying
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15. Stop being so pissed off all the time
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Recent entries
uuggghh
2 years ago
Untitled
2 years ago
I want to feel every emotion possible,
I want to live with no restrictions,
I wanna break the rules,
I want to witness a miracle,
I want to be understood,
I WANNA LIVE
Heartbeat
2 years ago
I wrote this poem when i was 12 i was really depressed maybe somebody can relate…
A child SHOVED into adulthood by tragedy and hate,
FORCED to grow up in a single moment,
Dreams, hopes and love all lost in the heartbeat that changed her life…
She used to be a girl who smiled,
with long blonde hair and bright blue eyes,
but now she’s just a girl who cries.
Her friends have no idea,
Her teachers have no clue,
Her parents just dont GIVE A FUCK
There’s nothing else she can do.
She smiles and tells herself that ist gonna be okay,
then she pops a few more sleeping pills and slowly fades away
