there were many things i second guess. not because i didnt want to do them, but because i was caught up in what family, friends and others might say.
i havent totally ignore the feelings of everyone else, but i have started to put my feelings and what i want first in some things. it may be small, but to me – someone who constantly thought of others – IT ENORMOUS STEPS MADE.
Slow and steady –
i should make the turtle my personal mascot (lol)..., but then that will clash with my other thing to do – STOP PROCRASTINATING, – one at time.
But i am moving :-), a little bit of me coming out every day, the real me, just trying to be me.
