I'm doing 39 things
my ex boyfriend & I liked each other since we were about 9 or 10, we’re 18 now. I never gave him a chance till we were 15 because I always thought he was so immature. I regret that, but regardless he never stopped trying & we started dating in 06. 3 months later he ended it :[ broke my heart. I never realized what I had till I lost it. He says he thinks we’re meant to be & he loves me & I know I love him too, but im more sure of what I want than he is. We’ve spent the last 2 new yr eves together & its been amazing. Its a reallllly long story, so I won’t go all out, but the way wealways speak is like something coming staight out of a movie. I just don’t want to hold on to the idea that I think we’re meant to be, because if we aren’t, it’ll kill me, yeah I love him, but sometimes it doesn’t hurt as much. There was a time, when I thought we could be friends, but he always comes back into my life, we don’t go a month without talking because he’ll write to me out of the blue. I miss him a lot. I just want to know, is he taking me along for a ride? Does he really feel something & just is really not ready to date, because I feel the same way, but given the chance, i’d take it in an instance.
siimplypaloo's Life List
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1. FORGET ABOUT HIM...
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2. Never get hurt in love again
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3. ROAD TRIP
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4. have more friends
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5. not get too attached
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6. smile and laugh more
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7. find my place in this world
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8. believe in something
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9. learn guitar
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10. love someone
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11. cheer up
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12. find something im passionate about
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13. believe in true love
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14. forget about my ex
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15. believe in fate
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16. get back with my ex
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17. get back with my ex boyfriend
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18. believe in destiny
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19. be positive
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20. forget about all the bad things
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21. sleep more
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22. VALUE MYSELF MORE
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23. FIND GOD
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24. FIND SOMETHING THAT MAKES ME HAPPY
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25. STOP CRYING
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26. STOP BEING SAD
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27. stop reminiscing
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28. stop missing things
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29. believe in love again
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30. get over moving
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31. meet paramore and tokio hotel
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32. watch the sunset with that special person
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33. find love
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34. smile for no reason
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35. get my job back
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36. learn how to keep people in my life
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37. life, love, learn
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38. go to college
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39. stop loving him
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