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see Johnny Hollow and HourCast singing here
[ faded pictures of lives we lived,do you remember ...]

HourCast and Johnny Hollow are (lately) the only bands whoes music i feel close to my spirit.It’s one of my only and biggest wish to see them live around here



do what i feel like
i wanna do this,cuz i know it's real and it matters...

I want to find something to tell to Alex tomorrow…cuz it’s her b-day and i’ve been ignoring her for way too much time and now i don’t know anymore if things should go on like this… i want to make her know that i still care about her,even if i’m distant and i act like she doesn’t count. And right now i feel like crap for the so many times when i hurt her… like…20 min ago i told her ‘happy b-day’,just to make her feel better,even if her b-day is tomorrow…but it all went wrong cuz she was feeling really low …and my sudden act of carring didn’t help at all (even made it worse) ...ow crap,why the hell is this happening ??!



go walking every day that I can
a good thing to do

Well,a few days ago i went for a walk with a good old friend, to talk about the good old times and about our current situations… And i just realised how great you can feel this way… you get to walk ,to move ( givin you that feelin of freedom ) and also talk with someone you enjoy at the same time… God,it’s a great feeling…Hope it will happen again and again and again… in fact,i guess i’ll make this a part of me..so from now on,everytime i have something important to talk with someone,i ask that person to go for a long walk with me



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