I moved about two years ago. I have not made a new friend since I have been here. My oldest brother, my hero is dying of lung cancer about 2000 miles away. I am so very broke. I am not happy.
I am angry, sad, and drinking more than I should be. I am going to start writing on here daily until I can figure out something.
silerwatch's Life List
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1. be happy
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2. take a picture of myself everyday
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3. Save money
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4. Become a vegetarian
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5. build muscle
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6. exercise more
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7. quit drinking
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8. go back to school
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9. Get a tattoo
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10. stop smoking
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How I did it: I did not use anything to quit. No patches, pills, or tricks.I had to stop because I knew I had to stop. I blogged on here when ever I had a urge to smoke. That helped a lot.I told myself that I would just have to make it through one day, and the next day I could smoke. I said that day after day. Then I just had too many days under my belt to go back. I am free of the addiction! Read how I did it…
I did it. I said once I reach one year I can say Im done. My wife quit she is on 5 weeks. That is amazing. My son (who is 5) said he did not know that I ever smoked. That makes me happy. Good luck to everyone its a rough journey, and at the same time its easier than you think.
I am on 8 months. I still crave them here and there. Really only in strange situations. Otherwise I never think of them, I am in NY on a buisness trip right now. For some reason it is all I can think of. Last time I was here I think I was smoking a pack a day. Oh well, good luck everyone.
