i'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face.
15 months ago
I took soup and chocolate. It made me happy.
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go out one night and not come home until the sun rises
2 cheers |
1 person |
| 2. |
learn to love myself
2 entries . 3 cheers |
1,434 people |
| 3. |
watch the sunrise on the beach
1 cheer |
49 people |
| 4. |
see more live music
8 entries . 4 cheers |
659 people |
| 5. |
get my learners' licence
1 entry . 1 cheer |
3 people |
| 6. |
learn to drive
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6,120 people |
| 7. |
get fives or higher each semester
1 entry |
1 person |
| 8. |
save my money
1 entry |
346 people |
| 9. |
get my third and final tattoo
1 entry |
1 person |
| 10. |
travel with friends
1 entry . 1 cheer |
70 people |
| 11. |
finish a screenplay
1 entry |
28 people |
| 12. |
learn to stand up for myself plus have the courage to speak up
2 entries . 1 cheer |
1 person |
| 13. |
see more films that i should have seen but haven't
1 entry |
1 person |
| 14. |
love and be loved in return
1 entry |
231 people |
| 15. |
do more spontaneously nice things for the people i care about
2 entries |
1 person |
| 16. |
see tilly and the wall live
1 entry |
7 people |
| 17. |
print out new digital photos to decorate my walls
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1 person |
I took soup and chocolate. It made me happy.
AGAIN. Yay. I’m pretty sure most of the things I’ve worked up the nerve to mention have seemed ridiculous to whomever they concern, but it’s hard for me. I’m getting there.
I’m still scared of some people, though. I just hatehatehate confrontation. Being spoken sharply to, fighting, all that crap. There is also the added problem of finding it difficult to keep my own cool when someone starts dishing it out to me.
So, just recently, it took me most of the day to work up the nerve to ask what I wanted to ask. But I did. And I’m glad I did. Progress!