I'm doing 10 things
I realize “who am i to judge?”. I understand now. in a deep way.
simplyamazingmeghan's Life List
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1. make the dean's list this semester
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2. cook more often
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3. make better use of my free time
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4. create somthing beautiful
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5. stop loving my best friend as "more than a friend"
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6. Get my PhD in Social Work
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7. ride the transsiberian railway
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8. live in chicago
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9. win my "battle"
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10. Stop fearing death
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How I did it
It made me
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How I did it: I studied, and I read, and I researched, and I listened to all sides. I collected evidence. I took all that evidence into consideration, and came to the conclusion, that I don't believe in a god. So, the whole getting closer to him thing? I'd probably spend your time just living life, man. Read how I did it…
It made me
at peace 
How I did it: it was very hard, but as the time past it became easier to accept. i was able to heal only after over a year of prayer, reflection, and pain. i had to go through the stages. at first i was in denial, i couldn't believe she was actually gone, that she wouldn't be returning home from the hospital this time. then i became angry. i became angry at god, and at myself, for everything i thought i could have done to be a better friend. then … Read how I did it…
