simplybeingme

There is nothing wrong with being a wallflower, but when you are in the extremes, like when you can’t really talk to cashiers without getting extremely nervous, then that’s bad. the only problem is how to do it? just suck it up? or do i have to improve my self image first? which comes first?

There is no question. I don’t want to do this, I have to. I am only 17, and I don’t want to die early because of my extra weight. I carry it fairly well, but at the same time, I can feel a lot of pain in my knees and in my back that wasn’t there before. And when I try to tell myself that I have always been heavy, I look back on pictures of myself and see that’s not true. 200 going on 130!!

I am 17, so I only have to wait a month! and this is the one I want, without the pink crap and the words. I am a leo, I will always be a leo, so I am not scared about that. I am scared about the pain, though.