Sina

I need to stop sitting at home telling myself that this is what I am damned to do as an author. I need to go out, enjoy sun and nature and all that stuff. I need to go to work always, not just when I feel like it (my freelancing theatre job allows this). I just have to be there, caring about others, too. I need to change and I will! Highest priority!

In 2 weeks I am going on a 3 weeks holiday stay at the Seychelle Islands and I hope that there I can at least think about how to change and stop sitting inside. On one hand I am an artist and love to be on stage, on the other I can’t get my ass off the flat, that’s idiotic!

Well I now just wrote a msg to everyone in my lists how they can reach me offline and per mail and announced to delete the accs next saturday, one step forward

I’m using Myspace and other social networks for years now. I used to find it great for sharing photos and always kept my personal account personal. But there is a problem: I use it as procrastination excuse for myself “Just checking for a minute” ... yea sure, a minute …

I need to delete it. Also my other accounts. But I just can’t do it. I can’t imagine not having everyone in reach online with a click, that’s so sick. I need to keep my artist account but the rest definitely has to go.