singusasong

today i realised that over the past year or so all i have really done is sit in front of my computer. someone very special to me passed away this summer and it made me realise how short life really is. so i thought. is this how i want to spend the rest of my life? sitting infront of a screen procrastinating about doing something interesting? no it’s not. i want my last day to be filled with memories about all the wonderful things i’ve done with my life. whether it’s being uber cliched and dancing in the rain instead of waiting for the storm to pass, sitting down for a couple of hours with my guitar and play until i have learned a full tab and made my fingers bleed from practising, doing some unique type of artwork, or just trying something completely new. even something really small that will get me started. like doing this. making this the most important thing on my list right now. and tomorrow, i think i’m going to make sure everyone i love knows exactly how special they are to me. and then who knows what i’ll do. i just hope i stick it through, and that it will be worth it in the end. i want to live an amazing life. i’ve already wasted almost fourteen years. i’m not going to waste any more.