siobhanm83

I believe in some things, but not others, im not sure if i believe in God i kinda do n i kinda dont, but i do believe in an afterlife and spirits etc. I believe there is more to life then this. I want to become more spiritual by meditating and maybe even going to a spiritualist church regulary. I feel i need guidance, but dont no where to seek it. I want to change, change myself, change my life, just to be happy. I want to become a better person. Just not sure on the route to take.

Well, im told that im quite the optimist, i always see the negative in most things, which aint good i guess. Week by week i hope to improve this, even if i have to pretend to be positive to start with, surely after a while it will come more natural haha

This isnt really at the top of my list, but hoping will happen in the future. Im sure they must be some geniune nice guys out there, but need to sort some of my other goals before moving onto this one