skipchic06

does it really matter? yes. i don’t want to be “the bitch” it sucks. i’ve dealt with this label….almost my whole life. i think i’ve improved (somewhat) but now my focus is on losing my temper and patience. i REALLY need to work on that.

i actually did this yesterday. it was a little awkward. it wasn’t the church i remembered. i don’t think i want to be a church goer. i really wanted to do that but now that i went, i’m not so sure. I expected it to be a little more of a lecture than so laid back. if that makes any sense. the regular church goers- (my bf and his fam) kind of poked fun of the whole thing so….i’m not sure. i still want to be spiritual and i DO believe in God but maybe it was just because it was a Spanish sermon. i was kinda like eh…i don’t think this is that great. anywho i’m open to any religion at this point, but i don’t think i’ll ever have one.

i did this a loooooong time ago. just forgot to write about it i guess.