I'm doing 13 things
I go to sleep at about 4:00 am now. I still want to go to sleep earlier, because I like to be awake longer when it’s light out.
I’m going to bed now.
skippy23love's Life List
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1. lose 50 pounds
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2. stop criticizing myself
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3. fall in love with someone who loves me too
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4. get a dog
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5. go to harvard (when i'm old enough)
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6. get skinny
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7. learn french.
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8. stop staying up till 7am.
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9. get braces to straighten my crappy teeth.
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10. get my first kiss
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11. reconnect with my old best friend.
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12. Fall in love
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13. be beautiful
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Recent entries
It’s annoying, some days I absolutely love myself, some days I think about killing myself (but I never ever would). Today I was normal though. I thought I was average, haha. It makes me feel like crap when I look in the mirror and feel like punching the girl I see. Sometimes I do. I don’t see myself in the mirror. Instead I see a girl with horrible body acne, fat where it should never be, a face as oily and spotty as a pizza, teeth like a jack ‘o lantern… I know who I wish I was, and I’ve never seen her in that mirror.
I want to stop hating the girl in the mirror, and if that means changing her, I’ll do it.
I wrote about this in my “get skinny” entry. But it was only 25 pounds. If anyone needs help, I guess I can help.
