It’s hard for me to talk to someone I don’t know. I’ve been like this for a long time. It’s like sometimes, I don’t know where to start. I think my shyness has been a bad thing a lot of times in my life. (I was a communications major, and I couldn’t even communicate! That’s pretty bad…)
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1. get rid of my anxiety
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2. let go of the past
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3. see the positives in myself
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4. be less lazy
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5. be a better person
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6. figure out what to do with my life
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7. exercise more
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8. be alive
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9. get a job
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10. start driving
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11. live on my own
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12. be more confident
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13. write more
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14. take more pictures
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15. spend less time on the computer
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16. watch what I eat
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17. Get to know myself
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18. start drawing and painting again
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19. be happy
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20. Be less shy
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I’m not confident in the least. Some people say good things about me and I like that, but I feel as if I need to be constantly reminded about my good points. I like them pointed out, but I need to find them for myself as well (if that makes sense). I can’t get a job if I can’t sell myself. It seems like I can’t find good things about myself, though. I think this stems back to school when I was getting constantly made fun of, and being unliked. I need to see the good things in myself so I can get myself back into the game.
I haven’t been writing as much as I used to. I think it’s because the feeling hasn’t hit me. If it’s not there, the stuff’s not going to be good (at least imo). I’ll get something down when the feeling hits, I’ll try that.
