I'm doing 27 things
it is becoming
2 years ago
an escape from life. Not good for me.
skydiva's Life List
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1. get my A licence
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2. be able to cook 10 things well
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3. teach english
1 cheer94 people -
4. sing lead in a band
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5. Learn another language
3,732 people -
6. stop treating people who remind me of myself badly
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7. make an effort to see my partner at least once during the work week
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8. learn to swim
3 cheers2,958 people -
9. learn to surf
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10. fire a gun in a shooting range
132 people -
11. go to a Top Gear recording
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12. keep better control of my goddamn depression
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13. do a backflip
1 cheer825 people -
14. jog 2km without having to stop halfway through gasping like a beached whale
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15. be more consistent about keeping in contact with long distance friends & family
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16. travel the world on my own terms
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17. own my own home
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18. get over the bad stuff that happened when I was a kid
2 entries . 6 cheers1 person -
19. have a better relationship with my sister
2 entries . 1 cheer50 people -
20. exercise every day
5 entries . 3 cheers789 people -
21. live in Melbourne
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22. watch all the Blakes 7 episodes
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23. be an extra in a bbc sci fi series
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24. encourage my partner to think at least half as well of himself as I do
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25. work as a packer, perhaps learn rigging
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26. have a flat stomach without surgery
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27. come on here only once a week
1 entry1 person
Recent entries
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2 years ago
OK so this time of year is hard when you have this illness but seriously…I’ve got the whole lot this time, the eating, the drinking, the oversleeping, the not sleeping, the terrible grumpiness, the crying, the not answering the phone, the putting things off, the martyr complex, the why me complex, the … whole thing. Normally I get a lid on it before it gets this far but sometimes I don’t rein it in early enough.
I had better sort myself out though because much more of this and I will find myself single and with no friends left at all. I was pretty vile at work today, and it’s so hard to know what is real when I’m like this. We are 2 people down at work (because of Xmas holidays) and I swear I was doing 3 people’s work while the other 2 were doing one person’s work between them !!! though that is probably just the depression speaking, but that is honestly what it looked like to me.
Aargh I’m over it.
ugh
2 years ago
Saw him one morning this week cause he was just finishing a book when I got up. Had a clingy attack and could feel him trying to detach himself…ugh, I hate being clingy. Yuck yuck yuck.
