I'm doing 14 things
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skydove's Life List
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1. make my family proud of me
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2. get a yahoo 360 account
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3. appreciate what I have
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4. learn how to make computer programs and stuff like that
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5. stop feeling sorry for myself
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6. Learn a new word every day and remember it.
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7. lose 80 pounds
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8. stop procrastinating
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9. get into a routine
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10. have someone tell me I made a difference in their life
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11. change my eating habits
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12. quit saying I'm sorry
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13. START MY LIFE BRAND NEW!
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14. be more confident
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Recent entries
How is life treating you today? The day I sat down and wrote this I was also looking up suicide rates around christmas time. Then I moved on to “am I feeling sorry for myself”? Maybe I am but the pain and lonelyness gets so unbareable I just can’t imagine another day, or hour feeling this way. I fight the urge to use and just get fucked up. I think feel the drugs and weed are going to win. I need that numb feeling so bad. I just want to matter to someone, to make a difference in someone’s life. but what ever.
Where I work I sometimes deal with people who’s only language is spanish, or at least they pretend to not know any english. They answer the phone “Hello” “Who is this”, and then catch the I don’t know any english bug. LOL.. I have to laugh , otherwise I would get so pissed off. Now if they answer the phone “biwano” sorry don’t know how to spell it. then yeah, they probably don’t know any english, or very little. My goal is to learn Spanish so they will have someone who they can understand.
