slipperyleprechaun

22 days. thinkin’ i can “handle it” again, but things are going so well, i don’t care to find out and recognize this pattern a mile away. i feel good, i’m tired, i’m going to bed.

peace.

how lucky i am. i get to go train & teach at one of the world’s most famous theatres today and go to rehearsal tomorrow at my theatre. went to an irish pub on sunday night, and though i was tepmpted to have a Guinness, i didn’t. diet coke & lemon & had a great time. also realized something huge about an anxiety pattern i’ve been in for years. clear. simple. back to basics. cigarette craving last night out of nowhere, but didn’t cave in. re-reading “the power of now” by eckhart tolle and highly recommend it.

take care of yourselves, everybody.

can this really be my life? evidently. kill the ego, bury the past, forget the future, focus on Now. melt. surprise. live. twirl.

joy.

This is Me.

on the right track again, praise God. if you would have told me years ago that i would end a sentence with ‘praise God,’ i’da laughed in your face.

amazing journey.