... determining which people are toxic to you, and which ones are worth helping. There is an in-between, grey-area that people can occupy between these two extremes of “toxic” and “worth helping”.
Cut off the ones that are too difficult to help. Someone else will come along and help them.
.. on my medication again now that I can afford it. Just spoke to several people outside at work. Will continue to smile, wave and attempt small chit chat at work and while I am at stores.
Read over this site:
Will continue to absorb this site. I need to work on this goal. It would seem that covering a larger breadth of knowledge, especially current events, may help me succeed here. Living in the south I may have to force myself to like college football. I spoke to someone yesterday about the Pittsburg win. Usually I don’t even keep up with pro football, but football is not only a religion in Texas, it is in Georgia too it would seem. Guess I might have to suck it up :)
.. to settle a bit. There’s still a burning need to fuck around, but I decided that maybe I should hold on to the next girl that seems stable and nice. After dating a nympho/psycho asian girl (she was so hot it scalded me to touch her), I reassessed my dating life a bit and decided to ask a previous girlfriend to begin dating again. I love her still. Well.. that blew up in my face.
Anyway, there was some drama that ensued over the past three months that included her not being able to give me what I want, then me not giving in to her after I found someone else. It was confusing, but we worked it out and are now buddies again.
Meanwhile, I am dating someone new that seems fairly emotionally stable. We were immediately highly attracted to one another when we met, and even though cooling down, that feeling continues yet a month later.