slotowngirl




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slotowngirl's Life List

  1. 1. be a better mother
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    662 people
  2. 2. be in committed relationship
    2 people
  3. 3. save money
    16,489 people
  4. 4. get a degree
    1,276 people
  5. 5. learn to play the piano
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    8,235 people
  6. 6. lose 10 more pounds
    104 people
  7. 7. be true
    15 people
  8. 8. learn to swim
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    3,446 people
  9. 9. by a home
    4 people
  10. 10. write a novel
    11,482 people
  11. 11. simply love myself
    20 people
  12. 12. be honest
    660 people
  13. 13. get real
    18 people
  14. 14. long jacket
    1 person
  15. 15. Love without fear
    1,835 people
  16. 16. run a 10K
    1,191 people
  17. 17. eat more sushi
    198 people
  18. 18. become a screenwriter
    37 people
  19. 19. be forgiven
    89 people
  20. 20. make a difference in people's lives
    117 people
  21. 21. remember my own worth
    9 people
  22. 22. be the girl in short skirt and long jacket
    1 person
  23. 23. visit new york city
    934 people
  24. 24. start an interior design business
    3 people
  25. 25. learn to say no without feeling guilty
    259 people
  26. 26. forgive my parents
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    159 people
  27. 27. write a movie script
    403 people
  28. 28. learn to love
    272 people
  29. 29. have lunch with Eartha Kitt
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    1 person
  30. 30. let go of my past
    72 people
  31. 31. join the gym
    125 people
  32. 32. make more female friends
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    423 people
  33. 33. forgive myself and others
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    51 people
  34. 34. be a wine connoisseur
    127 people
  35. 35. Get Ben Fisher to love me again
    1 person
Recent entries
be a better mother
My son

I am so sorry for making your life so hard. You father really did love me, but I didn’t love myself and couldn’t find a way to be happy. It is all my fault that your father and I are no longer together. Now he has remarried and is happerier. Know if I had the chance to fix things I would…I never meant to hurt you…I am trying to make things right with you



forgive myself and others
Need to be true with myself

I hate that my mother had me at 15 years old, doesn’t know who my birth father is. She left me with my grandparents, who were extremly disfunctional. I never learned how to save money, learn the importants of an education. I have nothing to fall back on. I am reaching 40 soon and do not know how to come out of this all.

How do I turn my life around…get an education, find true real love, get out of debt and live debt free going forward. Buy a home, get real about my life and choice made in my past…I ruined many relationships do to running from my past. I hope the men that tried to love me forgive me for all the problems I cause them. I hope they don’t think all was lost in trying to love me.

I want to be a good person, trust people, love and be loved



make more female friends
new friends

I have never really had many friends let alone female friends. I want to have girlfriends, people you can have dinner with, go to the gym, travel, cry on a shoulder.

How do you meet straight friends in the bay area?




 

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