smello

I really want to do this but I am really worried that I wont ever find a guy who is willing to wait with me and that loves me.
Also, I live in england and have so far only met one here who is waiting till marriage

All guys in england seem to have turned chav
and any that have stayed good and emo and unique are all taken by the pretty girls
xxx

I used to be scared of what people would think of me when i fist started to dress emo and stuff but now i really dont give a shit and i couldnt care less what people thought of me. I dont cut, I have no reason. I’m not depressed. So i dont see why people should have the right to yell ’ go fuckin slit your wrists u dirty lil emo’.
Only problem i have is my self confidence. I get so nervous that i cant even look people in the eye, and i always feel like people are gonna laugh at me if i try to talk to them becasue i am ugly.

sorry, this comment is a bit random and dont really make sence
:(