smile_itsmegan

wow.. 3 months and he breaks up with me bcuz me and my friends had some of our guy friends over. we were drinking, but nothing even happened. talk about being insecure and jumping to way too many conclusions. the sad thing is that i miss him alot.. :/ everything reminds me of him and i absolutely hate being single. but apparently hes made up his mind.

*had an amazingly deep talk with my boyfriend. <3
*made a new friend that i have alot in common with.
*saw the movie Twilight; i like the books better though.
*hung out at home with my boyfriend; relaxed. (:
*just got off being groundeddd. yay.

i finished writing the essay i was assigned that’s supposed to determine whether or not i get to go back to TCC this quarter. it feels good to be DOING something. and i honestly think that i did a pretty good job. for the first time in quite awhile.. i actually feel proud of myself (: ive taken the first step towards starting over. and i just hope they see that and let me in. im crossing my fingersss.