smileygotlove

I am making friends with a wide variety of men. Most of them are salsa dancers, a couple of them are not.

Yesterday I had the opportunity to turn someone down and keep the relationship platonic. My friend started massaging my neck and coming on to me. It felt so good, but I told him we have to get to know each other and then we’ll see if we should get into a physical relationship or not. I am so glad that I am not rushing into a relationship.

This other guy that I find extremely attractive keeps telling me that he is going to call me, but I only see him at the salsa club and he never calls. I think that he is a bit shallow and a possible player. I feel good that I am not feeling needy and just kind of letting go of the idea of being with him. He is sooooo hot, but I would rather be with someone more authentic.

This week I don’t know why, but I got a huge burst of energy and motivation. I went running two days in a row, even after it started to rain.

I also had a brief conversation with another mom at my son’s school and she is interested in going running together, maybe. Having a running partner would be so great.

Trusting wisely is a good way to put it. I believe that the high level of skepticism I have developed for anyone who even has a HINT of player scent about him is a GOOD THING!!

Anyone willing to take the time to get to know me and not push me into sex or a relationship has got to be more trustworthy than the others, in MHO.

At the same time, having some faith that a trustworthy and good-looking, sexy man exists for me…? That seems to be where I am struggling. I think for now, I am trying to focus on other things and let that angst dissapate a bit more.