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People say you’ll just know when you’re in love. I don’t know if I am. But I feel that I’m doing things that I normally don’t do. I find myself wanting to change for the better. I get this empty feeling when I’m not around him. Is that love? Is it a compilation of feelings, good and bad, that you can’t seem to understand? Am I in love?

It’s easy when you have to go to class before 8 and you’re so tired from the day that you pass out by 11PM. The rest is self control.

I was never the type to sing in front of people because I was shy. But I auditioned for my high school’s musical in the spur of the moment. I sang looking towards the back of the room, gave it my all, and the music director smiled and said “Where have you been hiding?” It made me feel better and more excited about singing in front of people with all the adrenaline pumping, despite the sweaty palms and shaky voice.

Now I just have to be able to look into people’s eyes and I’m set. But I’ve been doing pretty well when singing to my little cousin for fun.