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I noticed today that my toothbrush holder only has the capacity for a single toothbrush. So again I find myself secretly sabatoging myself. I don’t even remember buying the godforsaken thing. If I am not open and inviting to the possibility of love, then how can I know when it arrives?

I think that I will head to my favorite bath store and purchase a toothbrush holder with the capacity for 10 toothbrushes. Hopefully the check-out guy will not confuse the meaning by thinking that I have nine children.

Every day you deal with difficult situations that the majority of the population can’t even imagine. Please enjoy the small successes.

My job requires assertiveness. I have to tell parents how to be better parents and drug users how to stop using. I am assertive from 8 to 5. I get home and I melt. I can’t make decisions and I can’t tell my friend how I truely feel. When it come to intimacy, I am not assertive. I don’t mean intimacy as in purely sexual, but the closeness, no-holds-barred relationship you share with your closest friends. I know that they wonder how I do what I do day in and day out with my jello-like personality. I just have to find a way to bring the work me to my home – but this scares me because I don’t want to treat my family and friends like my clients. aaarrrggghhh.